LOL…just the thought of "free falling" makes my stomach leap. I am not a big one for things like that however exciting they may be. But, forget about physically "free falling", I am not one for spiritually free falling either!
However delusional I may be , I like to think I have some control over my life…false security. So, it was with great anxiety, that I began to let go and trust God with my healing from abortion. How could I trust a God I could not see when I could not even trust those who professed to love me?
One step at a time I inched forward…I made a pledge to trust until found reason not to trust….what I found was a merciful God full of compassion who led me to His heart. The journey was not always painless. In fact, letting go is still one of the hardest things for me…that dying to "self", but I do know, when I manage get out of His way, He is able to work through me, bestowing graces not only on a personal level but in our ministry.
As I begin new year it is my hope to free fall…right into the arms of Jesus!



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