Reclaiming Our Children: A Blog About Healing After Abortion

very sad situation I found online..pray for her to find help:

I was 16 and had no support really just my bf who wasn't supportive of
this pregnancy. I had been busy with family and I got all the way to 22
weeks before I realized and was having the same issue as I did with my
previous pregnancy. Only this time everyone was for the termination
enough where my parents were willing to pay for the procedure and trip
out of state. My bf was saying he'd leave if I didn't. I still had my
son to think of and if I messed this up I wouldn't be the only one
paying the hard way. I thought doing this would help everyone involved
and that I woul really be the only one who would have a problem with it.
So finally I decided that I'd do an abortion I looked into the abortion
procedure and tried to make myself comfortable with it in that I knew
at least I'd only feel the pain that I felt I sort of deserved for
getting my family in this mess. If I would've been responsible I
could've had the abortion in my own town without all the drama and the
pain I had to deal with. When I first arrived the first day I felt all
the while saying why I wanted the abortion so awful like I was a
horrible person for explaining when I could just finish it in 3 months. I
acted like it wasn't going to happen. I felt it wasn't something I
could prepare myself for. I felt like I was just going to let my own kid
who could live die just because of my situation but I felt there was no
other choice. My son counted on my bf and I to stay together. The next
day I went in for my abortion preparation http://www.netdoctor.co.uk/interactive/discussion/viewtopic.php?t=57339&f=9&sid=