Reclaiming Our Children: A Blog About Healing After Abortion

An excerpt from the Popes new book on Judas:

True, the light shed by Jesus into Judas' soul was not completely extinguished. He does take a step toward conversion: "I have sinned", he says to those who commissioned him. He tries to save Jesus, and he gives the money back (Mt 27:3–5). Everything pure and great that he had received from Jesus remained inscribed on his soul — he could not forget it.

His second tragedy — after the betrayal — is that he can no longer believe in forgiveness. His remorse turns into despair. Now he sees only himself and his darkness; he no longer sees the light of Jesus, which can illumine and overcome the darkness. He shows us the wrong type of remorse: the type that is unable to hope, that sees only its own darkness, the type that is destructive and in no way authentic. Genuine remorse is marked by the certainty of hope born of faith in the superior power of the light that was made flesh in Jesus.

John concludes the passage about Judas with these dramatic words: "After receiving the morsel, he immediately went out; and it was night" (13:30). Judas goes out — in a deeper sense. He goes into the night; he moves out of light into darkness: the "power of darkness" has taken hold of him (cf. Jn 3:19; Lk 22:53).

Are you believing in forgiveness? Are you keeping your eyes on Jesus who is light instead of your sin of abortion? There is a treasure of teaching in just this small excerpt. As I always say, healing is about Jesus and what He has done, not abou tus and what we have done…keep your eyes on Christ. This Holy and Merciful season pray for the grace to allow Christs light into your life taking the focus off of yourself.